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2k6 update [12 Jan 2006|01:05am]
[ mood | tuuured ]

so i haven't been on this site in years so it seems...well half a year at least...

i'm in austin right now. just chillen out, enjoying the time off from the first semester. things are going pretty well, i got credit for all of my classes...so thats a plus. hmmm... i had a mix up about the tuition date with my dad so i can only take 10 hours next semester due to my classes of choice being full...

so the winter break didn't exactly live up to the expectations that i had...unfortunately. it was actually kind of lame and i realize now how much i enjoy college. no drama, no parents...yeah basically that, but actually the 'rents haven't been that bad...i mean i'm the youngest of three, so they know that i'm on my own for the most part now, and if they disagree they know i will just drive back to college station to do what i want...

but the drama...now thats another story, the day i came home it found me...literally THE DAY i came home...

i'm so glad i'm not in high school anymore...i'm so glad i'm in another city. yeah i miss people, but i think i left at the time that i did, for a reason...

the days go by so slowly here...sooooooo sloooowly...

well this was all kind of sporatic and random...but i'm going to go to sleep...b/c i like dreaming...and sleeping

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[27 Jul 2005|12:07am]
[ mood | gloomy ]

Quiet Emotions
by Judy Burnette

I always wanted more from you
than you were willing to give;
So now we've gone our separate ways
each with different lives to live.

The bond will always be there
the friendship always intact;
But the time for us has come and gone
and the pages of time, you can't turn back.

I will always be a friend to you
and wonder how you are;
The smiles and laughter I will remember
and our fights have become painless scars.

Sometimes on those busy days
when you've a thousand things to do;
Please let me glide slowly through your mind
and spend some time with you.

In that quiet moment
when you're surprised to find me there;
Just remember even with the distance between us
I am still someone who cares.

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[21 Jul 2005|12:32am]
[ mood | down ]

yesterday we were so happy,
just being together.
but yesterday, oh its now gone,
and though i hate it,
i know i have to move on.
Even if that means,
saying goodbye forever.
i just wish i could go back to yesterday...

so i'll wake up tomorrow,
and my life will be beginning,
i can't see the end,
b/c the end is no where near,
there wouldn't be a future
if the future was here

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[04 Jul 2005|05:18pm]
to sum up this weekend....well i guess i'll just share the whole story...

so i went to my lakehouse on saturday...it was fun, good stuff...sunday i swam for like 3 hours then decided to go on the banana with my cousins...so we had been riding for like an hour or so and it started to tip for like the 58378 time that day...so i fell off and my cousin landed on top of me...which pushed me like 6 feet underwater...so i swam up thinking that i had a bloody nose b/c of her hitting me...so when i got above the water my other cousin looked at me and was like "ahh angela!!"...so i put my hand up to my nose and saw blood and i thought "weird i've never had a bloody nose before"...

well it turns out that it wasn't my nose...ana's (the cousin who fell on me) hip bone hit my cheekbone and split the skin open right under my left eye...so we drove to the burnet emergency clinic...but they were backed up like 3 hours...so we drove all the way back into austin...i ended up getting 6 stitches...and i have a pretty nice lookin shiner goin on...hahaha so thats my fun story of the weekend...

everyone should see me...i'm lookin preeeetty hott right now...hahah no....not at all


-------EDIT-------
so i just really looked at my face and there are 7 stitches...not 6
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[30 Jun 2005|09:21pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

wow so no one really does this anymore...as carly said...

but i'll give it a go...

so the past few weeks have been good...i'm glad i've gotten to spend time with the people that i have...b/c i hate to say it but there's not that much more time...wow i'm tearing up just thinking about it...its going to be so hard...i can't even imagine...

i was looking at a letter from an old friend yesterday and she wrote "i know they say that you don't stay friends with the people you met in high school, but that will never happen with us b/c you are like a sister to me"...well, i haven't talked to her in like 3 years??

i pray to God that this doesn't happen to me...i would like die if i lost contact with the people i hold so close right now...its not going to happen...it can't

gah whenever i sit down to write something i always end up talking about leaving people...and it sucks...

soooo definitely not looking forward to that

but i'm excited about things this summer...ahh...i love summer!!!

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[24 Jun 2005|01:28am]
[ mood | giddy ]

you ever do something extremely stupid and not regret it at all???

yeah thats me...tonight


??? i don't get it...how can you say you don't want to spend time with someone...then voluntarily hang out with them...i mean wtf seriously!!??

hey but i got a lot of songs written tonight...well kind of...like half way...maybe...

but maybe i'll have a different opinion manana...(pronouce that like banana) hahahahah

wow i just said that like 15 times out loud...poncho...i wish you were here right now...this is like a once in a few months thing goin on with me right now...i miss you...you got home today...i think thats what ape said...

cool well i'm out

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[23 Jun 2005|12:49am]
[ mood | hurt ]

so...this is incredibly gay...people may say that its such a little thing...but its the little things that count...i know that if someone would have done this to you, you would freak out...i mean were we ever even friends?? just the fact that you won't even talk to me about this makes me think twice...

so get your priorities straight or tell me that best friends aren't a priority/that i'm not even a friend...

at least freaking tell me something...i've known you since i was 4...and do you even know how different it will be b/c of the other night...whatever...i'm starting to get to the point where i'm going to stop caring about fixing this...

why are people so gay sometimes...and not just the person i'm talking about above...people are changing and i don't like it...i feel like i don't even know them anymore...

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[17 Jun 2005|01:52am]
so tonight was awesome...first i went to WINGSTOP(!!!!!) with alex...then we decided to be cool kids and go bowling...so we met feather and got brad from her while we were driving around for like an hour looking for an uncrowded bowling alley...so we went to the one on I35...and we met the coolest people ever...there were these three people bowling next to us...and we became like best friends...i totally think they were going to ask us to hang out until they found out that alex and brad were still in high school...b/c i'm guessing they were like early twentys...

anyways we are probably going to see them monday!!! i'm excited...then feather met us at the alley and...needless to say...that the most important piece of information here was that i whooped up on brad tonight bowling and he became a sore loser and ate the score sheet...yes...he ate it...the whole time it was in his mouth i was beating him up though...i think i freaked out alex and feather...haha i threw my drink at him also...but they need to learn that we fight like siblings...b/c we basically are...

so yeah then i went to nicoles and tried to freak her out by knocking on her window but i had to call her b/c she's deaf and didn't hear me doing anything...ANYWHOOOO...i talked with the nikkster for like an hour and now i'm here...so later dizzles
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[15 Jun 2005|12:10am]
so what up dizzles...its so weird how people rub off on you...cough NICOLE!!! oh well i can't say that i hate it... :)

so tonight was fun...i started out not wanting to do anything...but then nicole just showed up...along with jason and alex and michIEL...yeah so we piled into the explorer and i only killed it once...and that was when we got back to my house b/c i was reversing...(by the way the explorer is a standard and i usually make it stall like 10 times) so i was pretty proud of myself...anyways so we go get gas and a bunch of energy drinks...

then to atcheh-eh-beh (HEB) hahaah i'm cool huh so we buy some AJAX goodies and head on over to the arboretum... so we bubble the fountain of youth and start to play in it...then the stupid rent-a-po-po came over and was like uhh you can't do that or i'm going to have to make yall leave...and then two others came over and like tried to befriend us and were like "so did you put those suds in there"...we were like uhhh nooooo...popos are stupid...seriously...

yeah so then we come back here and cheelled for a little slice of time<---(yeah i don't know)... and michiel left his keys in nicole's purse...i swear, that kid is going to lose his body one day...jeez...

yeah so now i'm sittin hurr sharing this gleefull night with all of you folks reading this right now...YIPPEE!!!
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[13 Jun 2005|12:34am]
so this weekend has been fun...most of it has been with nicole...and we have been....shopping...i know i know...it went by kind of fast just because i was waiting for sunday to get here...for several reasons...

well...it seemed slow while it was happening...but it really went by fast...

i don't know if i like you...or if i just like being with you...the weird thing is, i have NO idea how you feel about this...like i haven't the slightest idea...so yeah

i saw a motorcycle today and started to freak out...

ok this is the most random thing ever...so i'm going to stop

"wake up slow....mmm mmm...wake up slow"
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WOW SCARY [06 Jun 2005|11:34pm]
[ mood | exhausted ]

so tonight was the scariest night of my life...this is what went down...

i called rikki b/c i haven't seen her since graduation and i wanted to see her...so i called her and i was like lets hang out...so she comes over and we decide to eat somewhere random...so we drive like WAYYY south mopac...like down on brodie...so we find this place called beijing wok...and it was officially the coolest place ever...it was really yummy...

then we decide to go get coffee at a random place as well...so we are driving around and we see this motorcycle and he is riding his bike like really cool...he was practically laying down on his stomach...and we both like fell in love with the way he was riding...and we couldn't really find any good coffee places so we decide to follow him...so he keeps turning on these random streets (i guess b/c he noticed us) but we kept following anyways...so we end up going to this pshyco motorhome neighborhood...and it was really creepy and i want to turn around but i asked rikki and she said to keep going...so he pulls into one of them...i was keeping my distance...but he kind of turned around and faced us...so i turn around in the middle of the street...b/c i was freaking out at this point...and i start to go back the way we came... and i'm driving super fast but he's on a motorcycle and of course he catches up to me...then i pull on ome random street and he drives past...so i turn around and keep going out of the neighborhood and we are coming up to the light and he is SITTING THERE WAITING FOR US!!!

rikki officially freaks out at this point as do i...so i try to keep calm but i'm freaking out...he followed us for like 10 minutes...so i decide to go through a drivethru...he was in the left lane and i was in the middle lane and i turn right but it wasn't the drivethru it was a gas station...so he turns in the next shopping center and i turn around real quick but it was a one way street...so i go sit at the light...and we are both sitting at the light but on different sides...mine turned green first and i pull into this other shopping center...and then his light turns green and he follows us again and i drive to the other side of it and pull out the pull directly into apartments...of course i didn't know what i was pulling into...but fortunately he didn't see us pull in there...and we never saw him again...

but i was constantly looking in my rear view mirror expecting to see one headlight racing towards us...then we went to starbucks and got the best coffee ever...well at least i did (white chocolate mocha) and we saw rach and lindsay...and gave them a shortened version of what happened...so yeah...then we came home and i played the graduation song for her...that was fun...

but i was terrified...i don't think i have ever been that scared in my entire life...i would not do well on scare tactics...so yeah...it wore me out...fun stuff??

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[03 Jun 2005|11:02am]
[ mood | confused ]

do i like you or do i not?? why can't figure this out...this weirds me out like no other...you were in my dream last night...i can't lie and say that it was a nightmare...GAH!

i just wish i knew
but i think its true
i have feelings for you

which is really weird...oh and by the way...i'm probably not talking about the person that most people are thinking of...but i don't really care...

i just want to figure this out...

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[02 Jun 2005|12:59am]
[ mood | random ]

so my brother is in a different continent right now...thats weird...

so summer is great...i think i'm going to make this post random...b/c that what i feel like right now...

how can i laugh so hard with you without being with you...another weekend of fun coming up...orange juice napalm is boring...it REALLY weirds me out that you aren't in "the group"...i can't believe i devirginized you to snowcones...sometimes its all annoying...tell him you love him already...wings are so good...i like feathers...wow its all over...i should totally watch ghost ship soon for a good laugh...i just heard a noise outside, and its creeping me out...

enough with the randomness i'm scared now...

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[25 May 2005|04:24pm]
ITS OVER!!!

its over!!!

its over.

wow

...its over...
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i have no idea...wassabuuuuuh.... [18 May 2005|01:04am]
[ mood | awake ]

8 days...wow...words don't explain...

i cant leave certain people...like its just not possible...yeah i'm freaking excited...but i'm going to have no one to be excited with...and that sucks...

UGH!!! this summer is going to be awesome...but i'm going to constantly be thinking of my best friends who i am leaving...the two people who mean more to me than most things in life...i can't leave yall...ahhh!!

I CAN'T BELIEVE ALEX IS GOING TO SEATTLE!!! OMGGGGGG!!! al...what if it rains??? :(

yeah i don't know what else to say...blah...

i love music

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[15 May 2005|03:35pm]
[ mood | scared ]

i think i feel that growing up is scary

maybe its just the changing of everything and everyone i've known for 18 years thats scary...

it may not seem like it...but i'm scared

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[10 May 2005|07:46pm]
[ mood | excited ]

sooo...05 cubed was awesome!!! i have decided that ii'm going to have a bunch of parties this summer and i'm having moonwalks at all of them!!! That was pimp...and thanks to everyone who showed up!!! it was an awesome bday!!

i have a few shirts that were left here so if you're missing something just talk to me about it...and if you want to buy a shirt i have like 10 left...only mediums and larges though...

so this past weekend was AWESOME!!! saturday afternoon i went to college station to see bobbing for tucker (my brother's band) at this bar...oh and it was totally cool being able to get into a bar legally by using my ID, i'm so cool...haha...anyways they were AWESOME!!! and the band after was so good i thought i was going to cry!!! but it was their last show...such a shame...

yeah and i got hit on by this random college guy and it was reeally really funny...but i ran away with kathrine (my bro's gf)

yeah but being in college station was the best feeling ever...it was weird b/c i felt so at home and i didn't even think about stuff that has been going on here lately...and it was the best feeling in the world...i don't think anyone understands how much i love college station and how great it is for me...i'm ready to go there and i'm so happy b/c i somehow forget about stupid crap...i can't wait...its awesome...SOOOO EXCITED!!! mostly about leaving...but thats going to be hard...REALLY hard...

its really cute though b/c brad was like no...you're not leaving...and i was like umm yeah brad i am...and he was like well i'm not going to believe it until you do b/c i don't want to cry yet...i was like awwwww!!! very cute...

so yeah...peace

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[02 May 2005|12:21am]
[ mood | sleepy ]

So this is a song i wrote tonight randomly...it makes me sad...

These have been the best years of my life,
With all of you by my side.
But its all coming to an end,
And though i wipe the tears from my eyes,
I'm still crying inside

Graduation day is here,
even though most our paths are not clear
I never thought this would take so much out of me.
But you have to agree
Its not as easy
As we hoped it would be.

The past few years have just flown on by.
I can't remember all the things we've shared,
But i still try.
No matter how far apart we may be,
It not as far as it may seem.
No it never is...

Graduation day is here,
even though most our paths are not clear
I never thought this would take so much out of me.
But you have to agree
Its not as easy
As we hoped it would be.

It all used to be so exciting,
But now i'm glad thats not in writing.
I know now that theres nothing left to deny,
We just have to prepare ourselves to say goodbye,
because...

Graduation day is here,
even though most our paths are not clear
I never thought this would take so much out of me.
But you have to agree
Its not as easy
As we hoped it would be...





yeah so thats my song for graduation...the words alone may not seem that great but the music is really good...i think anyways...

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update on the part-ay [21 Apr 2005|10:21am]
[ mood | hungry ]

everything is on...my mom reserved the "super bounce" moon walk...the obstacle course was 300 bucks an hour with a 3 hour minimum...so that didn't happen...we went to party pig two nights ago and got some pinatas and just some other stuff...my brother is getting the shirts made...everything is peachy

so these are the activities: moonwalk, pinatas, music/movies, a few poker games going, food...yeah and people just hangin out

if you have any suggestions or ideas for anything leave a com...ment that is

remember this party is open to anyone and everyone...i have the moonwalk from 1-8 so i'm thinking people get here about 1...haha...and people who don't want to skip school or "can't" can come after school and still have a grand ole time...and this is also a bday party so it doesn't have to just be school people...and i don't care how you come, as long as you don't do it at my house...b/c the 'rents will be here but they won't care as long as you don't do it here

so yeah i'm pretty siked

everyone who reads this better come and bring someone with you...b/c its going to be flippin sweet!!!

EDIT:::: this is my moonwalk...
http://www.sock-hop.com/NewPics/htmlpics/superjump.htm

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WHICH ONE?!?! [07 Apr 2005|11:47pm]
[ mood | indecisive ]

ok so what do i do about this...

i want some comments...i think i know the obvious choice...but it comes down to whether i want to have fun or make a point...

so everyone knows about senior skip day aka angela's bday aka cinco de mayo aka 05/05/05...so i was planning on having an all day party...with pinatas, moonwalks, food, movies, whatever...and i just talked to my parents and they will agree to pay for it all even rent 2 moonwalks and take off work to do everything...IF the week before i get all of my teachers to sign a paper saying i'm passing...

now i know that sounds simple enough...but just the fact that they'd have to ask my teachers and not just trust me that i will pass...they think that i'm not capable...they say they have complete trust in me, BUT how CAN they trust me when they see my progress reports...which is very contradictory and they don't get that PROGREE REPORTS DON'T MEAN A THING!!!!! ...they wouldn't even have to ask if they did trust me...and it makes me furious...i don't know why...but trust is just a big thing to me i guess...

so, do i go along with it and get the paper signed to please my parents? or do i make a point and screw it...



ok so i just read over that and i'm stupid...but tell me if you would even come or if you think ANYONE would...b/c if no ones going to come then there's no point in going all out...

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